I burned my hand with a cigarette.
Smoke creates art in the lungs,
It’s unbelievable
You can only watch what your breath creates.
So many emotions.
“I was breathless.”

Nobody cared if I was depressed
I wished you’d talk to me, haven’t gotten anything.
No one realized I pasted a fake smile on my face.
I’m a puppet in my universe.

You were happy if I was laughing.
But I told you my story, and you decided not to trust what I said.
Nothing was a lie.
I’m only a puppet.

Something that’s touching me is blocking me.
What the hell’s goin’ on?
Inspiration for healing.
Open up the door, almost they’re closed.
Do you have expectations?
One step forward.

I’m still drifting into the unknown,
I’m picking up speed like a Lambo.
Everything moves or stops.
I’m in “control” like nothing around.
The car is faster than the tram.
I’m picking up speed like on the highway,
Breaking through every barrier,
Where I’ve been, nowhere.

You were the beginning of my end,
Like a strontium supplement,
Reacting to water and air.
You destroyed me, so blue.
There’s more value in the lines.
Your square was full of lies.

You are terrible in the sphere
Defined as a square,
while I’m sharp lines in a cub

Loving someone’s the same addiction,
like loving drugs for their effect.
It felt suspicious to call for help,
it could lowkey mess with your health.

I’m stalking when I’m bored, not my fault,
that you can’t make me laugh when I need it.
She was my meaning for a couple months,
I still can’t move on from those loving times.